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This is a J-rock fanfiction journal.
I don't tend to write lemons, but every story will have a rating just in case.

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Each J-rocker featured is owned by their respective record label. XD
Don't own, don't sue, am poor.

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Saturday, February 14th, 2009
6:14 pm - ★ Hola.
Hello, if there is someone that remembers me. I'd guess not though. *laughs at self*
 
But just in case. This is the situation. I am still writing stories, however the reason I haven't been posting is that I am so easily frightened by pressure and easily think it's really bad, and that I'll get shit for it. Therefore, I have a little side-archive now that I put up through my personal account, where I will post just, whatever I feel like. I don't like having to live up to something, and this way I can write what I want. Don't ask how it makes sense, because I couldn't tell you.
 
I'm keeping everything here as it is, whereas.
If you want to read the stories I'm writing from now on, just let me know and I'll hit you with the link.
I realise I've been way gone for ages now so I don't know if anyone will bother, but I figured that in case anyone is interested, I should give them the opportunity.
 
Cheers. <3
 

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Tuesday, January 29th, 2008
6:51 pm - ReitaxRuki - High Falling Star [oneshot]

Title: High Falling Star [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG
Warning: none
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're merely sleepwalkers.
Comments: I wrote this October 2006, aka. more than a year ago. But I... Well. This oneshot has always, somehow, been precious to me. So I decided to share it. *bows head* It is my hope that at least someone will enjoy it. Tell me what you think, okay? Thankyou. <3 *blushes & hides* 
 
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Saturday, January 26th, 2008
1:15 pm - ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [3/?]
Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: I'm not sure. Please read the author's note at the end. Thanks. Okay. *goes to hide*
 
Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
 
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Saturday, November 17th, 2007
12:22 pm - ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [2/?]
Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [2/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: This chapter came out weird, and, the only thing to blame is that I was in a bad mood and ended up writing... that scene in the middle, you'll know what I mean. I don't know. *sigh* Okay. *pulls shoebox over head*
 
Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1 
 
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Sunday, November 11th, 2007
2:12 pm - ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [1/?]
Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [1/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: It is very uncomfortable for me to write this fanfiction, so I beg you to please keep that in mind when you read it. If someone is against the content of this fanfiction, I apologise. Okay. Let's get this done. *hides*
 
Previous:
Prologue
  
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Wednesday, November 7th, 2007
9:14 pm - ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [0/?]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - Prologue
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: Eh. At first I wasn't going to post this. But Kate wanted me to. *sticks out tongue at her* So here goes. Let me apologise for some of the content this fanfiction will have, if someone happens to be against it. Okay. *pulls shoebox over head*



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Saturday, August 11th, 2007
12:16 am - Bright Light's Shadow [oneshot]


Title: Bright Light's Shadow [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Suicide.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Just one, last, perfect day.
Comments: *pulls shoebox over head* You don't know me. *hides*

 

 


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Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
6:41 pm - question
To make things easier:
If, by any chance, you have any questions or things to say and do not know how to contact me, feel free to post a comment in this post.
I realise that I'm not easy to reach, and I apologise for that.

That's all.
Simple, no?
 
All comments are screened.

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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
7:05 am - Valentine - Think of me fondly
Valentines Day contribution.
 
Have a very Reituki ValetineCollapse )

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Friday, February 2nd, 2007
4:18 pm - Cold Crush Gate [7/7]
Title: Cold Crush Gate [7/7]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their broken relationship?
Comments: Last chapter, then. My only excuse for taking so long is that my self-confidence has been so low that it has prevented me from writing. *laughs at self* Well, if you read, do please tell me your thoughts about it. Hope you all have enjoyed reading Cold Crush Gate. <3 *goes to hide*
 
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Earlier chapters:
Prologue
Chapter 1 - Regret
Chapter 2 - Delete
Chapter 3 - Fingertips
Chapter 4 - Joker
Chapter 5 - Protect
Chapter 6 - Stay
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Chapter 7 - GateCollapse )

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Tuesday, December 19th, 2006
11:53 am - Cold Crush Gate [6/7]
Title: Cold Crush Gate [6/7]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their broken relationship?
Comments: Another chapter that is not beta-read. *die* As it happens, today's my 16th pathetic birthday so that means I'm... one year older. Crap. Comments and constructive criticism would be highly appreciated. Cheers, hope you enjoy. <3 *goes to hide*
 
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Earlier chapters:
Prologue
Chapter 1 - Regret
Chapter 2 - Delete
Chapter 3 - Fingertips
Chapter 4 - Joker
Chapter 5 - Protect
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Chapter 6 - StayCollapse )

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Friday, December 15th, 2006
4:45 pm - R.I.P - Hoggy
Since this has to do with my past as an online writer at another website, I thought it was worth mentioning.
 
15th December - the Death of HoggyCollapse )

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Saturday, December 9th, 2006
4:28 pm - Cold Crush Gate [5/?]
Title: Cold Crush Gate [5/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their broken relationship?
Comments: Back after my November NaNo break, I am. *nervous laugh* Anyway, this chapter is not beta-read. I was going to wait until my dear beta-reader felt better, but I've had this chapter ready for a few days already so I'll just post it anyhow, and take the crap for this decision later. Ack, comments and constructive criticism are very welcome, as always. Hope you enjoy. <3
 
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Earlier chapters:
Prologue
Chapter 1 - Regret
Chapter 2 - Delete
Chapter 3 - Fingertips
Chapter 4 - Joker
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Chapter 5 - ProtectCollapse )

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Friday, December 1st, 2006
1:59 pm - NaNoWriMo Winner

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☆ WINNER ☆Collapse )
 
In other news...Collapse )

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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
8:42 am - November: NaNoWriMo
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☆ NaNoWriMo: Spitting out 50,000 words in a month ☆Collapse )

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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
12:57 pm - Multicoloured Ecstasy [oneshot]
Title: Multicoloured Ecstasy [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Sap/Fluff
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki, hinted RukixUruha & ReitaxOC
Summary: Teenage AU. Ruki's POV. Two strangers sitting on a bench at a train station. What can a smile and some time change?
Comment: This was written simply as cheer-up writing. I haven‘t enjoyed writing something this much in ages, despite obvious imperfections and occasional faulty writing. Although a lot could be questioned about this, I decided to just write what I felt like writing. *nervous laugh* Comments are appreciated. <3
 
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Thursday, October 5th, 2006
2:13 pm - Cold Crush Gate [4/?]
Title: Cold Crush Gate [4/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their broken relationship?
Comments: Quick change in the mood once again here, but everything has a reason. I was quicker to write this chapter than I ususally am, which is strange, because I'm usually slow. *laughs* Anyway, I would really want feedback for this, as well as constructive criticism if you have some to give, so please comment?
 
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Earlier chapters:
Prologue
Chapter 1 - Regret
Chapter 2 - Delete
Chapter 3 - Fingertips
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Chapter 4 - JokerCollapse )

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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
8:59 am - re: pulse [oneshot] ReitaxRuki
Title: re: pulse
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Warning: Suicide
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's POV. Read warning. error: further explanation of storyline is made impossible because the piece is too short and weird. My apologies, you'll just have to read and find out.
Comment: Experimental writing I did between 5am and 6am. Not my usual writing style, though it's not the first time I've written something like this. I always write weird stuff around that time, though. Oh, how I love writing in the morning... And yes, I know it's short and stupid. x3
 
 
re: pulseCollapse )

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Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
1:54 pm - Cold Crush Gate [3/?]
Title: Cold Crush Gate [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: Gazette
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their broken relationship?
Comment: Ruki's going dirrrrty. Well, just a little. *cough* This chapter is awfully... cute. Huh. Anyway, school's started and I've been sick twice, that's my only excuses for taking so long. I apologize. *hide* I'd really want feedback for this (and constructive criticism is always welcome), so please comment?
 
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Earlier chapters:
Prologue
Chapter 1 - Regret
Chapter 2 - Delete
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Chapter 3 - FingertipsCollapse )

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Saturday, August 19th, 2006
11:53 am - 9 mm death [oneshot] ReitaxRuki
Title: 9 mm death [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: N/A
Rating: PG
Warning: Mentioning suicide.
Band: the GazettE
Pairing: ReitaxRuki
Summary: Reita will never let himself forget about his love for Ruki, never forgive himself for what he did.
Comment: First comes first: Sorry~! *hides in shoebox* I love 'em both. I don't know, I just... had to write this. It is very far from the best I've written, so please have mercy. This oneshot has a special meaning for me. Reita's POV.
 
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9 mm deathCollapse )

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